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My safety is no longer possible. I trusted the wrong people, I have seen the eye of the Beast.

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In The Torrent

Well, I've been gone for a while (personal reasons), but I have decided that I would write about the last few weeks. I have not been on the IRC for some time now, and I'm sure there are speculations about my whereabouts. HAHAHA, it does not really matter, even if I told the truth no one would believe me anyway, but I will give it a shot. As of late I have been working with an old friend that is affiliated (Chief Director) of SwRI. The place is something out of a movie, machines, robots, labs, men in white coats, sound proof rooms, the works. You may ask what I was doing there, well, I have been working on an internship for my engineering degree so my connection there helped me get in. Its fun, I have an office and I see things that people would only dream about. SwRI is the only or at least one of the few research institutes that conduct level 4 trials. I know, its sounds weird or retarded but do your homework for more info. At any rate, since my absence, I have not heard anything of NCI, even my friend J has not spoken to me, I hope that he is in good health. For those of you that are interested in NCI, I suggest: do your homework, don't believe everything that your hear and be persistent. Has that paid off for me? Well, I don't even know the answer to that. You all know my email, if you want to shoot the bull. Oh, and ***, your tricks do not work anymore. Manipulation only works for so long.

Just a Thought

Where do I begin? I really do not know if by writting this will have negative effect on my application with Neurocam but I just have to take the chance. Well, lets start by stating that this blog is just my theory and my thoughts on a series of events that may or may not be connected. Who is Robert Henley or is it Robin Hely the artist? I once heard that NCI was men of many faces. What does that really mean? To me it means misdirection. To what extent? One cannot be certain, but I would not doubt that certain key players have more than one identity. Why not? That would bring more mystery to the table. There are those that want to believe and those that finally saw the light and chose to walk away. The lack of communication and interest of NCI has lead to the recent blogs and chat themes that NCI is or is not dead. There are those that remember what NCI used to be and how great it was once, but why not now? The unveiling, part of an art expose? It could be, since some relate Robert Henley to Robin Hely. Hely's website show a differetn kind of art medium, if you look at the videos you could understand that its similar to fraternity initiations or pranks, why? To get a reaction of people that have no idea of what is going on. Something out of the ordinary has become extraordinary. It would be a great oppportunity to create something for someone. Lets not call it a social experiment but the birth of something that is alive, NCI. All you have to do is add intrigue, structure and shady individuals that want to see this thing grow. I cannot deny that I am one of them. Lets plot a story: limos, tiny apples, masked operatives, missions, random acts, crypted messages, unknown regional directors. Apply recruiting, give it some direction and use a secret society as a model. Its not hard to see what the outcome is, but I will leave that up to you.

Recent activity on the Neuroboards has led to some interesting thoughts. I myself have an account there, I post here and there and I read post from time to time. But one day there was this post about Operative Polo. Trafficana, another Operative has posted a message that he received from Op Polo. It has some numbers on there but stated that there would be legal action if those numbers were called. Why put them out there in the firts place? One knows that if you do that, it will only cause interest to call and see what is behind the curtain. There was some chatter about it and such but nothing else came out from it, or so I thought. The next event was Y1 Agent Adren coming into the picture of the mIRC (internet relay chat), now the only reason why I'm putting Adrens name in here is because he admited to me that indeed he is an agent from Y1. His appearance on the IRC was breath of fresh air, he was in for a while and then he was gone, the next event was Adrens blog with a picture. Some know what Im talking about and since that has not been approved to be discussed then I shall refrain from talking about it at this time. Adren, if you read this, Im sorry of I have said too much. A couple of days later, a new video came out from a so-called Operative Spectre. The video was cool and interesting to watch. I guess the chap got creative with a camera. But it left some clues, hidden messages within the video, not hard to figure out but a message to someone. Then the wav file was out. A backwards sound clip with a message to someone. The file has been decoded, more chatter on the IRC was present but nothing more. Then a message from J stating Tremontis sudden departure or so. Why all this now in a spand of 4 months? Events that lead to what? Are they related? possibly but this is world of deception and misdirection so one could not put a finger on it. Maybe the answer lies within some figures, Kybalion aka Simon Moon, Maxwell Grey, Adren (if related), J, Ryudo, Tremonti, Cronin (if related), Eli ..., thats if they decided to play the devils advocate. Its hard to say if the real purpose of NCI will ever come out, but would it not be the greatest revelation ever if it came out? NCi may be dead but it will never be forgoten, why? Because of you and I that feed it to this day. I posses knowledge one could only wish for in my position. I sit in the front row to see the magik trick to unravel, or is it?

A Message

I decided to look into the new vidoe that came out a week or so and i think I have bumped onto something. There were several operatives that were shown, along with some flashes. I looked into those flashes and there was something there. I will leave it up tp you to decide what that was. There are some other pictures of what it seems to be past missions abroad (meaning outside the US). Find an operative? Does that mean reaching out to someone? For help maybe? Who knows. It states to join and such and at the end there was a Setting with masks and slips, operatives and assigments? And there the Y1 issue, is there a connection with Ops Spectre's video and Adren showing up on the IRC and a new Y1 website? Im sure there has to be something going on. P3 is due pretty soon from what everyone is talking about, rumors that is but that best way to hide something is to put it out there. I guess its just me but I could be just redirecting everyone to somehwere else. As to a great magic trick there has to be three things: Are you watching closely? Every great magic trick consists of three parts or acts. The first part is called "The Pledge". The magician shows you something ordinary: a deck of cards, a bird or a man. He shows you this object. Perhaps he asks you to inspect it to see if it is indeed real, unaltered, normal. But of course... it probably isn't. The second act is called "The Turn". The magician takes the ordinary something and makes it do something extraordinary. Now you're looking for the secret... but you won't find it, because of course you're not really looking. You don't really want to know. You want to be fooled. But you wouldn't clap yet. Because making something disappear isn't enough; you have to bring it back. That's why every magic trick has a third act, the hardest part, the part its call "The Prestige"." Now you're looking for the secret... but you won't find it because you're not really looking. You don't really want to know the secret... You want to be fooled. I never thought I'd find an answer at the bottom of a pint glass. The audience knows the truth: the world is simple. It's miserable, solid all the way through. But if you could fool them, even for a second, then you can make them wonder, and then you... then you got to see something really special... you really don't know?... it was... it was the look on their faces...

And there was one Gaston

The last couple of days have been interesting on the IRC and the boards, first there was the Y1 incident, a blog found that revealed something. What that was? I think some people know, but there is silence. Maybe its just me, but now Operative J has gone silent, a dirt nap some may say. If anything he was my only contact but now I have to navigate this waters alone, nothing new. The IRC has been busy lately, whispers of P3 and such. Adren revealed that he was indeed a Y1 agent that, with that, a Y1 site has come to the surface. ITs meaning its unknown, but something has to be in the works. Why would it come up now? Its purpose hidden but it has created a vast number of theories, some believe it, some just disclaim it. Me in the other hand I think its some sort of chess move to get the ball rolling. I still have not had info on my stat, but Im patient. Im not sure if I should contact the one person I wrote to regerding my app, but then again whos knows. People out there now know who Iam so there are very chances that this blog will be read. A committed OP has gone under, reason unknown, but my theory is that maybe he got promoted since he brought the party to our city. Why not? He is a smart one. I just hope that he did not get silenced because of his allegiance to NCI. At any rate, I will search and try to see the light, but I hope that I do not fall in bad company. I stand behind my brothers as Iam their keeper......

Another Subject

I have been playing shuffle board in a league for about 2 months. So far it has been pretty interesting since I thought that the game was for old folks but then again we all get old in the long run. I started by watching and asking questions and then by practicing. I had been watched by some people that are ranking pretty high in the game and that may had something to do with me mentored by the #1 ranked player in Texas. In the game I do not talk or brag but listen and watch others play. We have played three tourneys and we have been winning for far, the last was with the #1 team in the city and I won my two games with my partners. It was a feeling of satisfaction and accomplishment when all was said and done. The season is still early so that may mean that we might lose some games here and there but the experience has been phenomenal. Maybe I will have a chance to travel witht the team, who knows. At any rate, it looks promising. Changing the subject, the last couple of days have been promising as well with NCI, I have not received confirmation of my status, but I have met and talked to some intereting people along the way. For some reason Trust is a very delicate word nowadays, but like some said, "Trust takes a lifetime to build yet seconds to destroy." I find that very true in many ways. As far as Im concerned one has to trust to a certain level in order to navigate the rough waters of the unknown. For some reason I feel that there are eyes watching my progress with NCI, who knows, maybe its just me. Then again I do not exist, Im just a fabrication of ones inner thoughts and fears......

Out in the Open

I'm sure that I have been thrown around the wires, but I have left bread crums for them to follow, we will see where it leads. This is not just a myth but it could be, who knows, I will not reveal my findings yet. There has been talk in my area about the whole thing, I just listen to what they come up with, it is obvious that their interest has been peaked.

Just Another Door

It was just another day at work, a place filled with people having conversations of all kinds. I tend to listen here and there but sometimes is all the same until one day I came across a flyer that said "Get out of your Mind". At first I thought that it was just another rave flyer, but I decided to look up the name and that is when the journey began. It took me about 3-4 days to get as much information as possible in order for to understand what that flyer was all about. All I got was just another door, so I sat back and started to think what the whole fuzz was about besides the fact that everyone was so secretive about it and that NCI would come up under secret societies. Could it be an ARG, I read that it is not, so what could it be? I decided to trust my instinct and run with it. What I have found out is the answer to me was what I would make of it instead of what other people said it was. So far I have met some pretty interesting people and Im sure that it will only get better. My application has been sent and I hope they (NCI) considers me for acceptance. I know that patience is a virtue and I have all the time in the world since its mine. I am not NCI but I have become part of the process, NCI is me.